1 week to breath?

Salam

Just finished my 2^nd last posting. Now am having a week break before facing 1 very last hurdle, medical posting. So 1 week break is not that long. This period of time usually people return to hometown jumpa mak ayah, cium tangan mereka and proceed with their own plan if they have any.

Me? I just want to hibernate myself here at my hostel. Juniors are going to have their exam this week. So think I want to annoy them a bit kacau diorang study or stay with them diam-diam tgk diorang study with the hope that their focus and determination would infect me as well.

Here goes something…

Cinta yang membutuhkan cinta

Salam

Anak merupakan anugerah tuhan, penyejuk mata, penawar duka, penyebab untuk pulang awal dari kerja, penenang fikiran yang serabut. Tak nafikan semua mak ayah dambakan anak yang masa depannya cerah. Nakkan kejayaan. UPSR, PMR, SPM cemerlang masuk U kemudian akhirnya dapat kerja dan kalu tak mewah dan kaya pun mampu ada rumah dan kereta sendiri. Ada yang bangga habis riuh ayam sekampung anak dapat buat medik. Hidung kembang semacam anak jadi engineer, lawyer dan sebagainya.

Bila diorang mati masuk kubur apa yang dibanggakan selama ini tak ada lain hanya tinggal abu. Tak ada nilai. tak ada manfaat, sia-sia, yillek. Tak dapat ubah pun kehidupan akhirat mereka kepada yang lebih baik. Nak bangga dengan siapa? Malaikat? Jadi apa yang sebenarnya diorang dambakan jauh di lubuk hati?

Nabi kita kata (lebih kurang mafhum):

Apabila mati seorang anak Adam, tinggallah segalanya melainkan 3 perkara:

1. Sedekah jariah

2. Ilmu yang bermanfaat

3. Doa anak yang soleh

Jadi bila kita kahwin esok hari..persiapkanlah dalam diri kita untuk lahirkan zuriat yang mana sekiranya kita dah tak bernafas kat dunia ni, duk sorang-sorang dalam kubur…doa mereka lah yang menemani dan mengindahkan kehidupan kita kelak.

Nota untuk diri:

Setiap masa setia menanti. Tak ada jemu tak ada bosan. Semakin hari semakin dekat. Itulah kematian

Sleep paralysis

Have you ever experienced an event where when you are about to fall asleep then suddenly you feel like you are in a state between conscious and unconscious (semi conscious? hypnogogia in medical term actually) and at the same time you feel like paralysed (couldn’t able to move)?

Well it is called sleep paralysis. I managed to find this out by..err net of course website kegemaran selamanya Wikipedia. He2. Panjang lebar explaination dengan teori-teori dan hypotesis yang memeningkan kepala. Perkara sebegini memang di akui oleh kebanyakan budaya dengan macam-macam juga nama dan terma. What interests me is there is also our term included in Wikipedia – ‘ditindih’. He2. Macam secara tak sengaja terbangga kejap. Adeh. Konklusinya tidak ada konklusi. All are theories and hypothesis without concrete evidence.

When you are used to it it's not that scary anymore - you'll get damn frustrated when it happens

Apa- apa pun jika benda ni berlaku secara kadang-kadang boleh maaf lagi. Tapi kalau dah 2 3 kali berlaku dalam 1 malam memang memigrainekan. Auws

Make sure anda beradab ketika tidur. ..hee

Twenty Eleven

Serba salah...serba tak kena...serba tak serbi dan serabut. That summed up what is going on in my cerebral cortex right now...and it's still early in the 2011! May Allah ease me and anyone related to me.

To yam (my older sis) happy birthday! May Allah shower his blessings to her and her family until forever. Boleh nampak kerisauan yam masa mula-mula nak ajar Khadeeja tido. Dah terbiase oncall dah baby tu ikut ibu dia juga oncall mase meringkuk dalam uterus dulu. Jadi nak kene ajar balik tido. humm aneh. After several weeks of hardships and vigourous training she manages to sleep soundly now. Sekarang tido memang dah tak hengat dunia! hah2.

I can see how the coming of a new being in a family brings cheer and joy to all. Mami hepi sambil berselawat tidurkan Khadeeja, Papa pun yang tak nampak tapi very eager and excited to hold the baby whenever hearing her voice, Ahmad Rasis (my older bro) suke-suke rakam video dengan Sony HD videocam beliau, Kak Nini rasa teruja macam nak dapat baby baru kepunyaan beliau sendiri, Kak Nunu dengan terlebih caring gadoh-gadoh dengan Yam how she should take care of the baby her own version hehe, Eida emm she's in Sabah rite now (he2) and me yang masih terkial-kial macam mana nak buat Khadeeja senyum.

Senyum khadeeja...senyumlaaa..alaa.

My specialty - I can read upside down

Sleeping is now my favourite past time activity. krohhh

Taken from Raya lepas - see them smiling until the earlobes?...err nope -.-"

This is her blog anyway. Loads of useful infos bout parenting (as she just had a baby - she doesn't know how to stop searching bout parenting and nursing) and also not that useful of her mumblings. hah2

www.wickedlypeachy.blogspot.com

Alan Hutton VS Maher Zain!

Kelantannn!! Bwaahhh

Proud kelantanese and passionate ones

Tolong lah kelantan menang esok. Dan aku memang nak tengok mulut sultan bola kene sumbat ngan kerusi penonton pastuh ponggong die kene pacak ngan corner flag. Yeahh. Sape stuju goyang bahu kanan!

Penonton solat hajat dulu dalam stadium sebelum Kick off. indra putra imam. he2

Gambar final esok..aku dapat paper awal sehari kat depan pintu umah setiap pagi (cam kenal je cite pe tuh) erk

Hepi Besday abe!

Salam to all

Inilah anak buah aku. satu-satunya anak buah yang aku ingat birth date die. sebab nye coincides dengan UPSR dulu. Ingat-ingat pun selalu lupa jugak. Kak nini punya kejelah pula yang ingatkan adik-adik bawah dia dengan hantar message ala-ala 'hari ini dalam sejarah'. adeh.

He is just a really special boy. And boy what a really matured kid he was that sometimes I just think he was too old for his age. At times people treated him just like an adult when in fact he is just a kid with full of naivety. Advanced development. hah2. He is full of surprises, sometimes drove people mad but most of them made us missing him damn much when he is not around. In the absence of his papa since his memory part of brain was not well developed enough to remember he strived to become a man. Carrying responsibilities that would determine his own path and life in the future, he and his mama made a great team.

1 soalan yang jujur lagi ikhlas yang aku taip dan simpan dalm hp aku skang ni:

"kenapa ayah su nak jadi doktor?"

Wow. That question striked me like a thunder. No one actually ever asked that sort of question personally to me (lecturer memang suke tanye soalan tu. tpi dalam kelas ramai2). But he...hah2. I like. Jawapan yang aku berikan - untuk tolong orang.

I know, simple answer isnt it? too simple (it's not that simple when you have worked..totally different story). But simple answer to a simple question and to a kid. Aku pun masih tertanya lagi kenapa masih berada atas jalan ni. humm

Happy Birthday ABE!!!