Friday, October 29, 2010

Kelantannn!! Bwaahhh


Proud kelantanese and passionate ones

Tolong lah kelantan menang esok. Dan aku memang nak tengok mulut sultan bola kene sumbat ngan kerusi penonton pastuh ponggong die kene pacak ngan corner flag. Yeahh. Sape stuju goyang bahu kanan!

Penonton solat hajat dulu dalam stadium sebelum Kick off. indra putra imam. he2



Gambar final esok..aku dapat paper awal sehari kat depan pintu umah setiap pagi (cam kenal je cite pe tuh) erk

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Hepi Besday abe!


Salam to all

Inilah anak buah aku. satu-satunya anak buah yang aku ingat birth date die. sebab nye coincides dengan UPSR dulu. Ingat-ingat pun selalu lupa jugak. Kak nini punya kejelah pula yang ingatkan adik-adik bawah dia dengan hantar message ala-ala 'hari ini dalam sejarah'. adeh.

He is just a really special boy. And boy what a really matured kid he was that sometimes I just think he was too old for his age. At times people treated him just like an adult when in fact he is just a kid with full of naivety. Advanced development. hah2. He is full of surprises, sometimes drove people mad but most of them made us missing him damn much when he is not around. In the absence of his papa since his memory part of brain was not well developed enough to remember he strived to become a man. Carrying responsibilities that would determine his own path and life in the future, he and his mama made a great team.

1 soalan yang jujur lagi ikhlas yang aku taip dan simpan dalm hp aku skang ni:

"kenapa ayah su nak jadi doktor?"

Wow. That question striked me like a thunder. No one actually ever asked that sort of question personally to me (lecturer memang suke tanye soalan tu. tpi dalam kelas ramai2). But he...hah2. I like. Jawapan yang aku berikan - untuk tolong orang.

I know, simple answer isnt it? too simple (it's not that simple when you have worked..totally different story). But simple answer to a simple question and to a kid. Aku pun masih tertanya lagi kenapa masih berada atas jalan ni. humm

Happy Birthday ABE!!!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Sweat Dream

Salam

Whoah it’s my first entry this year. Quite late though. Erk. Now doing internal medicine 2 added with 2 other specialty: oncology and dermatology. These two are more of exposure to us. Oncology is a study of cancer while dermatology is a study of skin.

What interest me so far is not the subjects but it’s the patient.

Entered medical school at the age of 57. Got first class in pharmacology, surgery and forensic medicine. With all the hardships (had bypass done for heart problem and several other medical problems) he eventually managed to obtain medical degree at the age of 64. However he was denied to continue for housemanship due to his age (er is there any age limit for housemanship? Hum). The story didn’t end there. Later in his life he was diagnosed to have cancer of pancreas and after several years it metastasized to the liver. There he was sitting relaxed, telling the sad but inspiring story to us. Not even slightest in his mind to be regret of denied practicing as it was his childhood dream just to learn medicine. And he already achieved it in his life.
True what they say: better late than never
How about us? Have we achieved our dream?...have we ever ‘dreamed’?

have I told you his son was in 4th year medical when he was entering 1st year? perh

Thursday, December 31, 2009

HyperOrthonia


Tup tap tup tap habis sudah rotation clinical posting untuk 1st batch medic USIM ni. Lega. Untuk seketika sementara menunggu cycle ke 2.

Kalau di tanya posting mana yang paling warna warni..Mungkin aku akan jawab posting Ortho. Maksud warna warni di sini bukan hanya bermaksud yang paling best. Ia lebih kepada yang paling atas dan bawah, pahit dan manis, hidup dan mati dan seterusnya mengikut kreativiti anda masing-masing. heh. Mana taknye paras bawah paling ekstrem bila dihalau specialist daripada follow ward round dia, atas sebab reaksi aku yang bengong tak kene tempat dan masa time tu. Hadoi.

“I’m very irritated right now, and he’s (aku) made me very irritated!”

“Let’s hope I will not be your examiner time exam”

Dengan selengenya aku buat muka bodo takde emosi. Kenelah pulak disuruh berdiri paling belakang disebabkan bengang tahap dewanya specialist tu kat aku. Bila dah lepas beberapa katil muncul pulak muka aku depan dia dengan muka tak bersalah dan cam tak paham bahasa. Yang peliknya dia tak kisah dan melayan pulak jawapan-jawapan tak tepat aku kat soalan dia. Haha. Unpredictable.

“Baguslah berkenalan Kalau ada rezeki manalah tahu jumpa kat mana-mana ke...anak mak cik kat Manipal...leh wat menantu”

Setelah berkenalan dengan anak patient dan dia memperkenalkan sedikit tentang anaknya yang jugak belajar medic. Aku hanya mampu senyum dan beredar. Kesian mak cik yang menunggu jawapan aku. Entah dia series entah tak. Bab ni tak boleh explain panjang-panjang, nanti ada orang muka merah. Hah2. Relative patient...unpredictable. hah2.

Tak lupa juga Ortho nite. Malam tu there was no such thing as specialist, MO, HO or even medical students. Semua satu angkatan dan sama level. Whoaah. Kambing golek, ikan bakar, games, michelle. erk. it's an unfrogettable moments. full stop.

Dia akhir posting..memang unpredictable bukan untuk aku tapi aku percaya untuk semua orang jugak. Specialist yang ‘makan budak itu’ langsung tak gigit kami. Nak Nampak gigi pun susah. UNPREDICTABLE. Ortho..best

Friday, December 4, 2009

Innalillah...

"Ape, uncle nazri dah meninggal?"

tersentak aku. Apa taknya baru weekend lepas nampak muka dia di surau. Senyum dan sempat buat-buat lawak ngan member2 'seangkatan'. Uncle nazri jiran sebelah umah. Dalam ingatan...Innalillah wa inna ilaihi rajiun

"Kamil, sabarlah, tulah sebaik-baik amalan penuh dugaan tapi melangit pujian dari makhluk di langit mahupun di bumi. Semoga ayah kau dicucuri rahmat diperluaskan kubur, dijadikan antara taman-taman syurga amin"

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Ayah su ori

Bukannya senang membesar tanpa ayah di sisi. Lebih-lebih lagi orang lain punyai ayah sedang anda pula terase terasing dengan suasana begitu. Dengan mama yang agak sibuk siang juga malam gigih cari keperluan dan kehendak semata-mata untuk yang terbaik buat si anak. Ayah mad, ayah cik, ayah su, umi, ibu dan bonda lah diharap pelengkap kasih sayang. Kadang-kadang layanan yang tak sepatutnya daripada kami seolah-olah terlupa si budak mentah itu begitu dambakan perkataan keramat tu. Anak saudara paling tua kami. He is the independent, funny, genius, bold head, naughty, friendly and always-make-us-miss-him kid. Dialah A.B.E

Dari ayah su,

maafkan ayah su kalau selama 12 tahun ni tak cukup kasih ayah su curahkan,

maafkan ayah su kalau time abe sangat perlukan teman,

“takde masa.. nak balik asramalah abe” yang selalu abe dengar,

Maafkan ayah su kalau abe ayah su layan seperti dewasa,

Maafkan ayah su kalau nasihat dan contoh yang baik tak ayah su tunjukkan,

Maafkan ayah su sebab tak menjadi ayah su yang sepatutnya

Hepi 12th besday A.B.E!!!

Harap jadi budak yang lebih mendengar kata, tak terbulas dan soleh di masa mendatang. He2


Abe n Mama

His driving skill is a lot better than me..in v games of coz