Sunday, January 30, 2011

Dua Puluh Lima

Salam

Dah 25 tahun aku ni. But as what my lecturer said “still no grow”. Hah2.

Kepada aku,

Jadilah hamba Nya yang taat sentiasa,

Jadilah umat yang risau sentiasa,

Jadilah anak yang berbakti sentiasa,

Jadilah sahabat yang menasihati sentiasa,

Jadilah suami yang memahami sentiasa,

Jadilah bapa yang menyayangi sentiasa.


Hepii

Yam and Hana (tengs for the cup cakes and makan2)

Am not a fanatic.. only a proud supporter of my hometown. he2

Last skali maintain lah kenakalan anda….eh

P/S:

There is a surprising u-wouldn't-believe-it thing i want to tell you. x sabar nak bagitau! Tapi sebab tertentu kene tangguh dulu. nanti ye.

1 week to breath?

Salam

Just finished my 2nd last posting. Now am having a week break before facing 1 very last hurdle, medical posting. So 1 week break is not that long. This period of time usually people return to hometown jumpa mak ayah, cium tangan mereka and proceed with their own plan if they have any.

Me? I just want to hibernate myself here at my hostel. Juniors are going to have their exam this week. So think I want to annoy them a bit kacau diorang study or stay with them diam-diam tgk diorang study with the hope that their focus and determination would infect me as well.

Here goes something…

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Cinta yang membutuhkan cinta

Salam

Anak merupakan anugerah tuhan, penyejuk mata, penawar duka, penyebab untuk pulang awal dari kerja, penenang fikiran yang serabut. Tak nafikan semua mak ayah dambakan anak yang masa depannya cerah. Nakkan kejayaan. UPSR, PMR, SPM cemerlang masuk U kemudian akhirnya dapat kerja dan kalu tak mewah dan kaya pun mampu ada rumah dan kereta sendiri. Ada yang bangga habis riuh ayam sekampung anak dapat buat medik. Hidung kembang semacam anak jadi engineer, lawyer dan sebagainya.

Bila diorang mati masuk kubur apa yang dibanggakan selama ini tak ada lain hanya tinggal abu. Tak ada nilai. tak ada manfaat, sia-sia, yillek. Tak dapat ubah pun kehidupan akhirat mereka kepada yang lebih baik. Nak bangga dengan siapa? Malaikat? Jadi apa yang sebenarnya diorang dambakan jauh di lubuk hati?

Nabi kita kata (lebih kurang mafhum):

Apabila mati seorang anak Adam, tinggallah segalanya melainkan 3 perkara:

1. Sedekah jariah

2. Ilmu yang bermanfaat

3. Doa anak yang soleh

Jadi bila kita kahwin esok hari..persiapkanlah dalam diri kita untuk lahirkan zuriat yang mana sekiranya kita dah tak bernafas kat dunia ni, duk sorang-sorang dalam kubur…doa mereka lah yang menemani dan mengindahkan kehidupan kita kelak.

Nota untuk diri:

Setiap masa setia menanti. Tak ada jemu tak ada bosan. Semakin hari semakin dekat. Itulah kematian

Monday, January 17, 2011

Sleep paralysis

Have you ever experienced an event where when you are about to fall asleep then suddenly you feel like you are in a state between conscious and unconscious (semi conscious? hypnogogia in medical term actually) and at the same time you feel like paralysed (couldn’t able to move)?

Well it is called sleep paralysis. I managed to find this out by..err net of course website kegemaran selamanya Wikipedia. He2. Panjang lebar explaination dengan teori-teori dan hypotesis yang memeningkan kepala. Perkara sebegini memang di akui oleh kebanyakan budaya dengan macam-macam juga nama dan terma. What interests me is there is also our term included in Wikipedia – ‘ditindih’. He2. Macam secara tak sengaja terbangga kejap. Adeh. Konklusinya tidak ada konklusi. All are theories and hypothesis without concrete evidence.

When you are used to it it's not that scary anymore - you'll get damn frustrated when it happens

Apa- apa pun jika benda ni berlaku secara kadang-kadang boleh maaf lagi. Tapi kalau dah 2 3 kali berlaku dalam 1 malam memang memigrainekan. Auws

Make sure anda beradab ketika tidur. ..hee

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Twenty Eleven

Serba salah...serba tak kena...serba tak serbi dan serabut. That summed up what is going on in my cerebral cortex right now...and it's still early in the 2011! May Allah ease me and anyone related to me.

To yam (my older sis) happy birthday! May Allah shower his blessings to her and her family until forever. Boleh nampak kerisauan yam masa mula-mula nak ajar Khadeeja tido. Dah terbiase oncall dah baby tu ikut ibu dia juga oncall mase meringkuk dalam uterus dulu. Jadi nak kene ajar balik tido. humm aneh. After several weeks of hardships and vigourous training she manages to sleep soundly now. Sekarang tido memang dah tak hengat dunia! hah2.

I can see how the coming of a new being in a family brings cheer and joy to all. Mami hepi sambil berselawat tidurkan Khadeeja, Papa pun yang tak nampak tapi very eager and excited to hold the baby whenever hearing her voice, Ahmad Rasis (my older bro) suke-suke rakam video dengan Sony HD videocam beliau, Kak Nini rasa teruja macam nak dapat baby baru kepunyaan beliau sendiri, Kak Nunu dengan terlebih caring gadoh-gadoh dengan Yam how she should take care of the baby her own version hehe, Eida emm she's in Sabah rite now (he2) and me yang masih terkial-kial macam mana nak buat Khadeeja senyum.

Senyum khadeeja...senyumlaaa..alaa.


My specialty - I can read upside down


Sleeping is now my favourite past time activity. krohhh


Taken from Raya lepas - see them smiling until the earlobes?...err nope -.-"

This is her blog anyway. Loads of useful infos bout parenting (as she just had a baby - she doesn't know how to stop searching bout parenting and nursing) and also not that useful of her mumblings. hah2

www.wickedlypeachy.blogspot.com